So before I get into this I want to say that I have been on job seekers, my brother has schizophrenia and can’t work so is on benefits so I have litrally no problem with people being on them. You need help? I’m glad you’re getting some. However in this particular instance I am highly… Continue reading Rant
Just once. When it’s important. I want to be wrong. This whole situation is becoming a nightmare and it’s all just stuck in my own head. Before anything had even happened I knew they would end up back together. It’s not like it’s even a surprise but I wanted to be wrong so badly.. This… Continue reading I’d like to be wrong.
One of many. Today was not great. I spent the majority along. In my room. Willing people to acknowledge my existence. And listening to the same song over and over and over. It’s days like this I remember how entirely broken I am. Everything is terrifying and being forgotten is one of those things that… Continue reading Today is One Down
I joke a lot that I’ve sold my soul to Bob (the devils crab claw handed secretary).. It’s a thing me an Drewid talk about sometimes when the conversation starts to laps, I tell a tall tail and then everything is simpler. But today, i feel like it might jot be so inaccurate. Yet another… Continue reading Dead Inside
I do not care. Today, yesterday and probably tomorrow. I haven’t really spoken to anyone for a while. And I don’t think I really feel like doing so either. It would be good. To chat with people but I have a big hollow something where my feelings should really be. That place where caring happens… Continue reading Stress, Sadness and A Complete Lack Of Fucks To Give
I went down to Manchester on the 28th. Just for the weekend. A spooky sleep over. It was a great party. With some pretty great people, I really wish I hadn’t had to come home but work waits and life struggles are an inevitable adventure no matter how much you want to avoid them. Everything… Continue reading Did Someone Say Adventure?
Come on in.. take a seat.. I’m exhausted. Coffee? Tea?.. you know where the stuff all is, go ahead and make one for yourself. Sigh So you may or may not recall, that I kissed a guy I liked for a while back in August. Which was followed by an exchange of R-rated materials via… Continue reading So That’s What That Means