Do you ever get that feeling? When you’re sad and curled up in your bed or hiding somewhere around your house. Where you just really want to go home? But it’s a redundant feeling if you’re already where you live. I seem to say it to myself a lot, “I want to go home” but… Continue reading Home is where the something is
So I get about £110 every two weeks .. and most of the time I spend it all before have even had it for 24 hours. Unless I’m saving for something. I think my Ps3 is an evil thing.. I have already racked up a £77 amazon basket consisting of three games, a webcam and… Continue reading Amazon.. it’s just too tempting.
I’ve had the same (ish) daydream for the past 2 years now. Me and Roy. Nothing elaborate or rude just hugging, lots of hugging. I close my eyes and see it clearly. It always starts out with a sleepy lean on my behalf. My head on his shoulder/arm and then my arms would wrap tightly… Continue reading Insight
I’m pretty sure silence is only considered golden when it’s the missing noise from someone you wish you were not in contact with finally shuts their mouth. When its someone you want to talk to ever second of everyday, it’s extremely different. It’s horrible.. excruciating.. nails on a chalk board. That kind of loud when… Continue reading Today was quiet… And I hated it
And here is why. Every film is a day dream. A ‘perfectly imperfect’ story, the kind where two people meet and they BOTH fall in love. occasionally one person will die and it will be terribly sad. But at least they met and the feelings were reciprocated. It would be a fairly Shitty film or… Continue reading I feel like the world has done nothing but lie to me.
Sometimes (or always if you’re me) your feelings are total bastards. You can’t just switch them on and off at will, no matter how hard you try. Occasionally you may manage to delay the sadness or whatever unpleasant feelings you wish but in the end they always catch up. Love for example can be the… Continue reading Reasons feelings suck
So I keep meaning to eat less random crap. I really like fruit but it’s so expensive.. in comparison to crisps and burgers and things. You can get 10 thin beef burgers for a £1 but if you want to buy a (e.g) mango or pomegranate it’s £1.60+ per small fruit .. the only vegetables… Continue reading Reasons my diets fail