I’m making a list… Again. I need to be able to rightly justify ditching the drug user. She messaged me yesterday, she seemed pretty disjointed. Like something was wrong. Now this is where I sound like an asshole. I don’t care what is wrong with her. I’ve had enough of her shit. I’m not going… Continue reading Reason I don’t want to be friends with her
I really want to make a funny post. Share something amusing, but I can’t seem to follow through. I think of something that’s amusing about myself or an event in the past or something about my friends but they’re not worth a whole post, they just don’t take enough explaining. There’s no real content to… Continue reading I want to be funny
It has been.. excruciating.. I have spoken to all of two persons today. One – Druggy McStupid, who said 8 words to me than stopped. And Barbie Girl (don’t get confused with the name, I actually love her to bits. She’s just a bit.. um.. high maintenance) who is having a mutual complaints session with… Continue reading My slow day
I really can’t. I’ve been left alone for 5 minutes and I start thinking about him. Roy. I miss him. Really really miss him. He hasn’t said anything to me for a couple of days. He checks his messages and ignores mine. The ticks turn blue when the message has been viewed. Mine hasn’t despite… Continue reading I can’t be alone
I have mentioned, that I’m all fairytales and prince charming and .. hearts and flowers in the terms of Fifty Shades. I wonder a lot of the time if there’s really anyone out there that thinks the way I do. It’s complicated but I’m going to try and explain it. Maybe it’s a wobbly equality,… Continue reading Life in Delusion
I may be the only person that thinks this way. I’m all fairy tales and prince charming and shit. (im also kinda drunk) ADHD has a fuck buddy. I’m done. Guys are stupid. Girls are stupid. Everyone if fucking dumb as shit. Why do all the people I like have to go fuck someone else.… Continue reading Im out. Done. Nada
I have run out of plans for the day I’m reduced to eating pickles and listening to Buffy. I say listening because it’s just on in the background. I miss Roy. It’s getting worse. The achey feeling I’ve been suppressing and ignoring the last however many days keeps bubbling up for no reason. The horrible… Continue reading What to do today..