Friend Problems · Life Problems · Love Problems

I have nothing

And it’s all my fault.
I’m done crying for the moment.
I feel so dead inside.
I never thought he would do this to me – stop being my friend.
I made him promise me that he would always be my friend. He agreed. Was stupid to think he would stick to it.
I have nothing.
Nothing at all.
No friends.
No family that care.
No job.
No money, I spent it all on him, buying him food and presents.. like an idiot.
No people that would notice that I’m gone.
It’s my birthday next week.. 17th
I’d planned to go to the zoo with him.
That’s not happening.
I’m so useless.
All I ever am is sad.
That’s all I’ll ever be.
There’s just nothing.

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