My new friend, has a friend.. a friend with the same name as Roy, she calls him the same nickname too.
Everytime she mentions him it’s like tiny little daggers to the heart.
It’s awkward, I tried to explain and I kind of failed and trailed off.
It’s awkward because she talks about him. About hugging him and other things and it just makes me ache…
Maybe one day he won’t be stuck in my head… It’s going to take a really long time.. isn’t it?
On the upside! I’ve been invited to the pub on Friday. I’m going, and will drink. And hopefully be less brain working constantly.