So I’m currently laying on my floor, there’s a cute girl in my bed and there’s. High chance she’ll vomit on me in the middle of the night.
My first thought is that.. I care, I want to help, to pat her head and make it all better.
My other thoughts are skipish and blazay.
I like too many people but I know why this is.. I think.
It’s because I stand no chance, or it’s the hey you’re attractive part of getting to know them.mostly the first reason.
There is exactly.. 6 people I like that I have no chance with at all. I have given up and resorted to down grading them to eye candy.
The other two I’m getting less interested as the days go buy which is unfortunate.
The reason I have little to no chance with these people is that they are either with someone/in love with someone or I’m simply not good enough.
It’s roughly 2/3rd to the former.
I may give up on life.
And.. just everything
Forever a heart whore x