I shaved the side of my head.
It made me feel so much better.
So much less empty and suffocating..
I still can’t sleep though
It’s 2:15 am and I’m no where near sleep. I’m tired just not that kind of tired.
I keep getting headaches and muscle pains. No idea why. I just assume I’m coming to my expiry date or something.
I want to talk.. to myself mostly.
But I don’t know what to say.
I don’t have any inspiring words to leave here for my future self.
Does “Hey, I guess we were both wrong” work at all?
I’m going to go and pretend to sleep now for a few hours.
Maybe something will come to me