I’m laid down
This was my first mistake.
The second was laying the wrong way.
And the third was laying too close to the edge.
I need to pee and I’ve been laying here. Crying. For the last twenty minutes.
I can’t get up. I’ve been trying. To pull my self. To roll. To just bare through the pain. It has not worked. I refuse to ask for help. I can Do this. It’s not that hard.
You just get up.
You just use your muscles and sit swift and quickly.
I can’t. It hurts. So much. …. I can do this