I am physically fucked.
I am entirely shut down emotionally. In the sense that I feel fine but I’m turning the bad ideas and worries away.
I can’t move properly. I stood up. That was all..
I got out of a chair and my back said No and Fuck You. And now I can’t stand up straight or walk without immense pain and suffering.
How the genuine fuck did I manage this.
Good think I have tomorrow off.