So I spend the not so better part of today and last night vomiting and pooing and being in general pain all over. I swear it was the curry. But maybe it was the pizza who knows. I had to call in sick because there’s no way I could have spent ten minutes sitting at… Continue reading Poison and Suffering
Good marrow. I did not go to the pub on Friday. I got sent home from work on Saturday and I spent all but 5 hours asleep on Sunday. I feel awful. I’m either too hot or too cold.there are spiders in my bed and I have a hospital appointment in three ish weeks. During… Continue reading Cold, Flu and FUNdementals
It’s super early. 7:53am to be exact. I don’t start work until 9 but the next bus would have got me here late. SO I’m enjoying an entirely unacceptable giant cup of sugar doused hot chocolate before I head over to work so I can wait upstairs. I have a cold. And snot is basically… Continue reading Toffee Apple Hot Chocolate
Yay for the dentist. Well… not really.I had two done at once today. But he filled them in white to be nice to me (no idea why). Almost had a panic attack because I was only expecting to have one done and then I had litrally no clue what instruments he was shoving into my… Continue reading Let The Leaves Fall Where They May
I’m not me. I wish I wasn’t anyway. It’s hard to explain really. I don’t feel like I am who I am. I feel like I’m someone else most days and I don’t really like feeling like me. Me feels bad. Me feels like a waste of time and effort. Why would I want to… Continue reading When Thoughts Get The Better Of You
It’s not a good day to be my friend. I woke up like this. Empty and sad and broken. Short answers are the safest right now. Little to no feeling. I don’t know what to say about it. I was fine. Yesterday. It was good bit dull. Cold and boring. But I was happy enough.… Continue reading Today… is not a good one.
I feel better. After having a couple of days off work I feel a lot better. I’ve been binge watching this Japanese tv show on netflix “mischievous kiss 1” It’s adorable and awful all at the same time. It seems like I’ll be having two days off each week (none consecutively and mostly at random)… Continue reading Horizon