So.. I can’t sleep I’m having a bit of trouble with the happy step type stuff. I feel like I don’t have much in the way of incentive. Like when you go to work and you get money. I don’t care so much about the money. I just liked being in a place where I… Continue reading Can’t sleep. Thoughts will eat me.
I’ve done a lot of work recently. My last day off was only on Saturday. I’m so tired.. but I slept so long yesterday. I ended up on the Nytol but a solid 7 hours of sleep is pretty good. My tooth aches. I think it’s just because I’m thinking about the dentist and having… Continue reading 30/1/2017
Everything is different. I don’t like it. I got my tooth surgery appointment for next Saturday. I’m going with “don’t think about it” .. like usual. It honestly just makes things so much easier when you dont think about it. Just do it. One step at a time. “Get in the car – wait –… Continue reading 27/01/2017
I hate the cold. I hate it because it makes my shoulder hurt. I hate it because it chills my bones. I hate it because I can’t sleep. It seeping through my window and wraps around my feet and hands. I just hate it. Nat stayed over on Friday. It feels like weeks ago. it… Continue reading 22/01/2017
I’m dead tired. And I ate too much Chinese so I feel kind of sick. Have you ever wanted life to both slow down and hurry up all at the same time? I want everything to stop changing but I also want to be in a better position in life that I know is going… Continue reading 14/01/2017
Hey kids. Let’s get right into it. Everything makes me sad. I suppose it’s legitimate reasons but I used to be soul-less. I swapped a shift with someone at work. I wouldn’t have had a problem with it. I usually swap if someone needs to as long as I don’t have an appointment. Shes going… Continue reading Friday 13th Jan
I’m feeling it again. Like I want to be someone else. I don’t have a lot of choices really and trying to weigh up the pros and cons of stripping every shade of brown red or any colour at all from your hair is… only very very appealing. But it was so much effort to… Continue reading Changes