But they hurt so much.
When you have no where to be, when youre waiting. They sneak up on you. They wrap their claws around your brain and pull you into a fantasy.
One you wish you could live in. One you wish was real.
Honestly i think it would be a pretty simple thing given the choice between living in reality and being hooked up to live support and living inside your own head for the rest of your days. Id prefer option two. It would be quieter. There would be some lovely views, sunsets and hardly any people. Just quiet rooms and zac effron.
The problem with day dreams for me is that i get to such good parts and then i realise its all in my head and back to reality i snap.. there is really only stress here.
Stress, pain and skipped beats