I’m collapsing In on myself. Christmas was awful. Work was boring. I knew they would be but I was expecting to make up for it tomorrow those plans are cancelled now. For whatever reason. I’m sure it’s a good one. But it still sucks. I’m constantly reminded that it’s a new year soon and the… Continue reading Black Star
It’s hot. I’m tired. It’s 3:18am and I’m getting steadily more convinced that I’m dying. I’m probably not. But you know how the more you thing about something the more it seems probable? Like thinking you saw a spider and trying to dismiss it but you’re terrified of them so you keep looking for the… Continue reading The bed is lava
So I don’t usually take part in art epidemics. But the last few days I’ve been intrigued by inktober. Art out of ink. Is a pretty horrific concept. Every mistake you make with your pen or brush is there for the final product so you better think carefully. Or if you’re me you scribble and… Continue reading Inktober
Everything is kind of fuzzy. You know when you’d watch tv and the screen had almost a fuzzy pixel texture. That’s what everything looks like to me right now. World’s most boring show. I was walking home and I basically zoned out. I walked over 2 miles not realising that I was even really getting… Continue reading It’s a Day
I am not coping well right now. I’ve been sleeping a lot. Which I’m not saying is bad because usually my brain is a horrific live wire 23 hours of the day. It’s been good to sleep. To be non-existent for more than 1-3 hours a day. The bad part comes where I’ve woken up… Continue reading Not On Top
Morbid title i know. And I’m sure the string of words to follow will follow a similar suit. I’m sure I would regret a lot of things if I did. Not telling people feelings that ive had would probably be near the top. But there’s a lot of things social anxiety has convinced me not… Continue reading If I Died Tomorrow
Hey kiddos, I returned home from my trip to Weymouth… with the plague. I kid. Sort of. I have a cold, and mostly want to stay in bed and just watch tv like StrongGirl Bong-soon. I hate that I love it so much haha. I’ve had a lot of ‘creative’ flow from my brain though… Continue reading Cold, flu, basic solitude.