Ive missed sleeping. It’s such a nice thing. To not exist for a while and to not have feeling or worry. I’ve started taking my sleeping tablets again. It seems I have no reason to be awake other than to go to work right now so. I think that’s what I’ll be doing. Sleeping And… Continue reading Steps Back
Hey kiddos, I returned home from my trip to Weymouth… with the plague. I kid. Sort of. I have a cold, and mostly want to stay in bed and just watch tv like StrongGirl Bong-soon. I hate that I love it so much haha. I’ve had a lot of ‘creative’ flow from my brain though… Continue reading Cold, flu, basic solitude.
It was a good time away. I went to visit someone in Weymouth. It’s really pretty there. It feels like a small forever since I’ve seen her and it was good to know everything’s going well. I wish if had more time to just sit and stare out over places but only having a day… Continue reading September Adventure
No one seems to know what to say to me. Which is funny because I don’t exactly know what to say to them either. This is the conclusion I’ve come to after speaking to Rex. They don’t know how to do words to me and have been attempting to hint at wanting attention via game… Continue reading Alone
I know it’s weird to do a post on a colour but it means a lot to me and I’m feeling all deep and meaningful today. Blue is a colour that doesn’t really exist. Well it does but not to the extent you would think. It’s magical that we see it at all most… Continue reading Why I Love Blue
I slept a little. Can’t fall back to sleep. I keep thinking and thinking. It’s frustrating. Trying to over hydrate myself too. Water. Water everywhere. So in my failure at sleeping I decided to get up and make some food. Beans. I would have made an omelette but it turns out them eggs is like… Continue reading 4:17am Sun, 17th September
I have become the go to. Not that that’s and awful thing. It’s just a lot of work. And stress. And strain. My shoulder is acting up again. I keep forgetting to carry on with my physio stuff. But my life is a blur of tv, Work, anxiety and text conversations. It’s busier than you’d… Continue reading Work Is Losing Your Will To Live